The end... and now?

Yes, it was you who ended it.

But inside you there is nothing except a suffocating emptiness that drags you downward.

There is no hope, no light... only this cold, heavy pain that won’t let go, that stops you with every breath.

You are lost in a black hole where only what you’ve lost and what you will never have exists.

You don’t want to see anything else, only this brutal silence that consumes you from the inside.

The Tower fell and took everything with it.

Certainties, dreams, hopes... everything shattered in an instant and you were left stripped bare, naked, without defenses against your own fears and insecurities.

You are alone with this open wound, bleeding, and there is nothing that can heal you now.

The Hermit is not a choice; it is a punishment.

You have to confront yourself, even if you can’t bear it, even if it hurts to the soul.

Stay alone with the darkest thoughts, the doubts that suffocate you, the fear that paralyzes you.

There are no answers, only this inner battle that seems endless.

Your mind is a prison of guilt and fear…

“I ruined everything,”

“No one will want me like this,”

“I’m not enough.”

These are the shackles you place on yourself.

You are fighting against yourself, and you are tired.

You are losing.

And even in this darkness, there is a small light… the Star.

It is not comfort, it is not salvation.

It is only the reminder that once you had light inside you, and that no matter how buried it is now, it has not disappeared.

You are more than this pain that consumes you, even if it hurts to admit it.

When one day you manage to look at yourself without hatred, and it will take time, try to forgive yourself.

Not because you deserve it, but because you are exhausted from carrying this weight.

Judgment exists for this: to kill the person you are now, full of guilt and pain, and try to be reborn.

You don’t know if you want to, you don’t know if you can, but it is the only path.

For now, do one thing: do not abandon yourself.

Even if everything around you seems to have done so.

It’s just you, with this raw pain, and you will have to endure it.

Maybe one day, this pain will stop burning so much.

I am here.

You.